End of sadness (part one)

Actually I'm kind of sad right now. . .

though I'm not sort of people  yang melancholic or too sensitive ternyata gwe masi punya prasaan juga toh. . .

and I'm thinking about him, how he used to sing for me or how he talks sweet 

(I'm not sure whether it's true but I enjoyed it pretty much...)
How he translated the songs for me... and I wonder if he haven't got any gf
or a christian...maybe it'd be easier

Now I really miss him...but I have to let him go
maybe it'll be better for both of us...I'm wondering........ is he feels the same way like I did

Is it hurts for him too? like I feel right at the moment. . .