Friday, September 13, 2013

kontroversi hati

is it really difficult just for being myself ?

so far i thought myself as seseorang yang gampang adaptasi dan mudah bergaul sama orang laen.
tuh kan mulai deh bahasa gw campur-campur ala vickynisasi kontroversi. . . .

i know most of times i am an easy person to be with.
but today, i felt really difficult to be with myself.

apakah itu karena orang-orang sekitar gw yang mencetuskan aura negatif?
sehingga perasaan gw juga jadi ga enak banget.

or my very bad mood that suddenly came out?

although i could say usually i don't let my feelings overcome my thoughts

tapi hari ini gw kesel, banget, to the max.
dan juga bingung karena gak bisa melampiaskan apa yang ada di pikiran atau hati gw.

girl. . . why are you sometimes so complicated and hard to understand ?