Thursday, November 10, 2005

i wonder. . . .

Supposed to be rapat wisuda today, tapi ternyata dimundurin jadi besok!
mana ga enak badan lagi............yang ada chatting di mesko ama yosy (mengenang masa2 koas:)

golden old days . . . . . . . . . .

Skarang liat anak2 koas yang laen dah ga pada kenal , tampangnya baru smua (muda2 & culun2)

Yosy kinda asked me about si HW
(i'm so glad for what i feel right now , i dont feel sad when i talked about him , and i'm so glad for he's not mine - and i wasn't for him)

Maybe bcoz i have found a better person? i dont know . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Like i zed ( in my diary) klo ternyata tar ktemu chemistry nya ada , gw ngerasa enak , gw mau2 aja loh diajak merit ^^
(but this is a highly confidential information!)

So far , gw ngerasa nyaman ...........
He didn't keep me too tight (penting utk ce ky gw)
Sumtimes he busy with his own activity (so i could miss him ;)
StiL i know that he cares for me
Gw jd ngerasa..... maybe this is what we (supposed to) feel when we found our soulmate
(ktemu aja blon dah ngaku2 soulmate?)

Like he zed (di testimoni)

could an evil makes friendship with an angel?
they dont believe soulmate
but he had touched it, in her......
be careful , 'm jez an evil

I was trembling when i read it ( i thought i was the one who feel it for him.... )

What i like from him
1. lucunya itu (the way i always smile when i read mail/sms)
2. the depth of his thought (lumayan.... co gokil yang punya ke-kritisan sama sumthing juga.... - maybe we have sumthing in common)
3. sporty (sudah sepatutnya anak co suka maen bola/basket, bukannya fishing ! )
4. unpredictable (sumtimes he can be naughty, but also sweet)

I think............. ( i hate to admit this!) ............maybe.......... i'm in love or sumthing............
it's hard not to tell anyone about him right now ( klo kata tia, sperti topic of d'day )

stop it girl ! u dont even know him (yet)
I know...... it just...... i cant deny sumthin what i felt right?
It feels.................. so right ( when i told sis' about it , i'm so glad he came to me at the right moment........ )

I just wanna hear love songs ( not again !)
but now i understand evry each words . . . . . . .

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

gara-gara nico dapet pasien plus...

Nicolas Saputra sih pake nonton bareng di BSM pada saat aku jaga malem hari sabtu, alhasil udah merujuk pasien ke RSHS, 1 appendisitis akut, 1 hipertensi dalam kehamilan, 1 moderate head injury ( masih juga ga berhasil foto bareng. . . . .*hiks* nasib jadi petugas medis. . . . )
Forget how to please myself with beautiful boys...................... 
Ga sempet punya pacar............... 
Pedekate ga pernah berhasil bcoz we're just too busy...........even for myself........
.......10 minggu lagi udahan deh masa-masa kaya gini ini..............

i will miss it someday

but not now!

-_-

[continued. . . . . ]

They're who came from rich people tend to take things for granted . . . . maybe bcoz their parents fulfil what they want . . . . jadinya kurang struggle githu loh . . . . . menyedihkan kadang-kadang buat gw mah -have evrything but character . . . . .
- ni pasien kll (kecelakaan lalu lintas) pake motor which is ternyata anak orkay , his parents very decent . . . while we found out he was drunk and with another girl -- whom not his fiance -

On the next day was . . . . . they're who poor . . . . and got no family--
Kesian banget deh udah ngebesarin anak susah-susah, ternyata begitu anak-anak udah pada besar ditinggalin ma anak
- 70 sumthing years old man , he got 4 children but none of them care about their father !
Buat bayar pasang kateter aja cuman bisa pake tomat. . . kesian. . . . . . . BPH (=benign prostat hiperplasia) for the last of his life without being able to get an operation -

God , please remind me to always take care of my parents no matter why--
Trus jangan sampe orang susah, ga punya uang , dan ignorance, jadinya susah juga klo mau ngapa-ngapain. . . . . intinya. . . . jangan jadi orang bodo. . . . . susah lah 
(ripuh ceuk jalmi sunda mah)

Udah ga bisa ngapa-ngapain , mikir untuk kebaikan diri sendiri aja susah , gatau dari mana referensinya , sampe percobaan bunuh diri pake napacin 
(oh plis deh? emang bisa? kan kurang lethal?)

Dan untuk orangtua (for i will --someday) supaya jangan memanjakan anak-anak gw , biarpun keadaan gw wealth-being . . . . harta yang bisa gw wariskan everlasting maybe kebijaksanaan , pengetahuan tentang hidup. . . .*gaya bgt*

Monday, February 07, 2005

gutbye majalaya (+cinLok)

Entering 10th week in obgyn. . . . .
Ternyata saking sibuknya. . . . . jalanin aja gak kerasa juga, walopun koas gada kerjaan di RSHS tapi di RS daerah sedikit banyak bermanfaat juga

Just back home from RS Majalaya (yang jauh banget dibanding RS Cibabat , our previous experience)
Thanx God qta dapetnya cibabat duluan , coba klo majalaya dulu -pasti depressed banget dech

Mom said aku tambah gemuk+putih+fresh =)
Iyalah.....makan teratur 3 kali sehari plus ditraktir + jajan + cinLok geto loh

maTeL dateng pas hari ke-2, him dan jambrong-nya itu loch
Bener2 gak sempet cukuran di RS daerah yeah ?
Lalu dia mulai suka goda-godain gw + urtika gw itu yang malah muncul klo deket-deket dia.

Dapet APN 3, hecting epis banyak, kuret 1, pasang LS 1

Thanx yak ko Julius & kang Yogi.......... *start to miss them already*

Teteh-tetehnya very kind & ramah gitu loch...... menganggap dokter itu manusia , bukan rocker aja....huehehe..... gwe tidak banyak bergesekan ma anak-anak disini maybe karna situasi kerjanya juga kondusif, I mean klo dapet jaga juga enak bersama cogan & co BH (baik hati)

Meanwhile.......... another good news....... si handsome itu mau masuk Forensik tgl 14 feb....valentine's day geto loch. . . . .

Uhm . . . . . . . gwe tuh bener-bener lama gak date ama co.... tadi pas go out wif mateL , I jez realized klo gwe tuh seneng banget disetirin mobil ma cowo , kayanya pantes banget...... cowo banget lah. . . . . dia ada dd ce , pantes aja know how to treat a lady very well.

Ternyata hari-hari nyicil jaga gwe di musim libur terbayar setelah masuk RS Daerah, tus poli , tus cinLok , tus pacaran deh (maunya :-)

Time really movin' so fast , than qta lulus dech , lalu masuk bedah , dimana ada residen yang nitip salam utk gwe, kata t'vin.
Setelah maenan ma CR, kayanya kebutuhan gw saat ini cukup koas aja......

Residen2nya cukup menyenangkan.....banyak yang fisiologis, patologis beberapa.
Yang centil2 juga banyak, dari smester 2 sampe konsulen lengkap, selingkuhan tak terhingga dan unlimited , koas juga termasuk.

Ya ampun. . . . , balik ke RSHS tu males bangeth , ama stresnya , dikejar tugas Obsos , mesti ujian berkala KB , ujian Ginek, kompre deh finalnya . . . .
*baru mikirin aja dah males jadinya*